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Update: April 5th 2010 :: Okee dokee. As of April 14th 2010 I will no longer own "Lovenvrdies.net" . I am letting it go. To be honest, just keeping up with allye.net & evenangelsfall.net is enough for me. The latter is going to be turned into my photoblog..once I figure out the right layout and coding. For now though... the only domains I will keep on are "allye.net" and "evenangelsfall.net" ..the others will go into the virtual hole of nothingness. They were fun while they lasted, ne?
Another quick mention, in the next couple of weeks I will be changing all the links on my domain on the "blog" link. It will link directly back to Livejournal. Yes, it is locked and friends only. For someone who is a total LJ n00b, it means in order to read my shit, you need to be on my "Friends List".... and yes, I am quite picky as to whom I add in there. Its a total clusterfuck of personal thoughts and stuff...and wouldn't you be choosy as to whom you allow to view them?
In order to get into my head ha ha so to speak, you do need to ask me on my one public page, to be added. To be completely blunt, I do not add those who are newbies to LJ, nor only have one post. LOL.. The thoughts which go through someone's mind when that happens. So yeah, if you did want to add me, for now I am on LJ as "heartofnangel"...its a paid account as well, which makes it twice as nice :)
Came across a picture of my cat, my friendly little fuzzy bum...Stitch a couple of days ago. I miss him so much. It was a picture I had taken of the ride home in the car. He was just sitting there, so content on my lap. Yes, we have a new pet in our lives, but nothing will ever replace my friend. He made it through things with me, through thick and thin...and I am still horribly bummed that he went missing :(He was the first cat in ages that I had allowed myself to get attached to, and it still feels like yesterday that he went missing... :(

Update : April 12th 2010 :: I am really REALLY grateful for one thing. Well, a couple. For one - our fridge died completely on Friday of this last week. After many different types of troubleshooting, we came to discover it was gone. Kaput. You really do not realize how much or how often you rely on a fridge, until its gone. Its the same with people. You really do not know what you have, until its no longer around. So yeah, in regards to the fridge...unlike some things in life, is being replaced tomorrow. But yeah, the kids and I made the best of it. We cooked different meals. We changed our drinks. We did things a little bit differently. Nutrition was done different ways. All and all we had fun with it. See, you can do that with people as well. When things go one way, you can take it another way as well. To make things interesting. To make things fun. Makes sense, right?
Another example - my son hasn't been himself since his older brother went to Vancouver. Tonight, they are spending time with one another. Laughing and having fun like there wasn't any time apart from one another. Way too silly. This is something to enjoy for sure. So yeah...before you do or say anything, think of how it can change. How you can make something dark, light. How you can make something serious, silly. Take your time. Don't take anyone or anything for granted.

Update : April 21st 2010 :: Well, tomorrow is a venture down to Vancouver. Which will be nice, to be honest this place gets lonely at times. See... I had a aunt who long story short we lost contact with (my mother and my aunt had a falling out) ...and no one knew what had happened to her. Well my uncle a few months before he died himself, had let us know that she passed away (another long story...fucking doctors!) ...and had been buried beside her mother in Forest Lawn Cemetary in Burnaby. Now, the honest thing was - I was kind of hoping that my Uncle was just drunk and being silly. Turns out he was telling the truth - as I phoned Forest Lawn today to see if she IS infact buried in there. She is. Going there tomorrow to see her. The odd thing is, every single TIME a friend of mine and I passed that place, something kept drawing me to it. Sounds silly, but its true. I finally was able to scale the cemetary with someone in 2004, and didn't finish the walk. The cemetary office did say she is in the middle of the cemetary, which I am sure we walked through. I am going to take pictures on the way there, and while there - so that my family can see where she is (unlike myself, they don't have a fondness for walking through such places...) .. *sigh*. I have a couple of pictures with orbs in them from the last time I was there...So maybe she was trying to tell me where she is. From what we've been told, she died alone. Which is sad. I wish my mother and my aunt hadn't had the falling out they did. IT hurts, it really does. I recall when my son was born, she said to me that she wanted me to have a daughter, as she could never have kids of her own. Sadly, she didn't live long enough to see my daughters. They are coming with me tomorrow though. Sad as I am, I am glad she is in a better place.

See the orb in the picture - I am standing quite literally in the middle of the place. This was taken in March of 2009
A picture taken just a second before - no orb.

See the orb down there? Taken in March 2009.

Another one. I am hoping the weather pares well so I can go visit. If not I will still go find her stone so I can say hello... :) Hope everyone has an awesome weekend! Oh, and in domain news - I registered "Californee.net" ...but I think I will save this for my guild on WoW ... Haven't decided yet. A domain whore, I know... :) If you play WORLD OF WARCRAFT and am on the server Uldaman, I run my own guild now - "Immortal By Heart" ... join ! PST Allyekat or Gnomechomsky for an ADD! :)

Update :: April 26th 2010 :: As most of you know already - some major changes are happening in my home at the moment. Had a huge bombshell dropped on me this morning..and I think for now the site will be going on hiatus. Not that I won't be updating Livejournal or what have you... just now having to de-clutter & figure out whats more important in my life... so if you don't see updates for awhile, don't be alarmed.

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